I usually dance. My expertise to dance modern song. So..so in Folk Dance, Ballroom, Sway, Chacha,etc. And I'm so shamed that I don't how how to dance ballet. I also like chatting with my friends. It is so ashame to tell that I like eating. But it cant affect my figure I think!
Favorite Movies
I love love stories. especially Romeo and Juliet. But I like more Teenage Movie like High school Musical 1 and 2, Mean Girls, etc. Also some wars movie, troy, Helen of troy, Alexander etc. I also like horror movies. the ring, etc. I rather watch Foreign Movies than Filipino Movies.
Favorite Music
I like Korean song than Filipino song. I usually jam with Korean in our school so I learn their song I found out it is more interesting.
Favorite Books
Actually, before I'm not reading any book but when we had a project in our school. I realize how exciting to read a book. I like the book of Francine Pascal the story of Sweet Valley Twins.
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Sunday, April 5, 2009
Nothing but the Truth
One day I realized that I should not lie about my feelings. I used to deny the truth and changed it into a lie statement. I hate myself for being a liar. But what should I do if that makes me calm about the truth. There’s a quotation say that “Truth Hurts”, but saying the truth just mean that you are ready for anything that might happen. I confessed it when a few friends of mine when we had a ‘Truth or Dare” play. I told them the truth and they promised me that they will keep it secret. Now that I have someone with my secret I felt more comfortable. I felt relieved by teasing me in front of my co-schoolmates which makes me annoy. I’m not yet ready for telling my feelings to him. I rather choose being normal with him than anything else. This time the truth is; I like him vey much. I’ll miss him if ever he leaves, and I’ll not forget the times that I spent with him even being a friend and classmate.
xx signed off at 7:16 PM
Do I need to say it?
There are people that are so ignorant. They can’t notice what peoples want them to do. Do people really need to say it clearly and frankly? There’s a quotation says that “Action speaks louder than voice”. If actions really speak louder, why people still wait? An experience of mine pushed me to write this. I’m so annoyed with him. It seems that he always do different if I’m around. He boasts and tries to be superior. I tried to be friend with him, but I realized that it gives more reason for him to pursue his feelings. Sometimes even other people teased me to him. I hate it because even BB did it. I cannot blame them because until now even I told him to stop, he still continue it. I don’t want to say this again to him because I know he’ll get hurt again. And I don’t want to be an antagonist for the eyes of the people that surround us. I just showed what I felt. I ignored what other says. I just make a “passenger” to their jokes.
xx signed off at 7:14 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Examination Day!
Examination Day!
March 18-20, 2009 our exam for the final quarter started.
For the first day, I’m so unfortunate that I wasn’t able to take the first exam in the morning. But my classmates were more unfortunate before they weren’t able to take their exam this day…
One thing that I’m worried about is the result of this examination. I don’t know if I can pass it or nor not because I witnessed that I didn’t study well. I finished taking the exam for this day before the lunch break.
Next day, I was so happy that my classmate was able to complete their requirements and joined me taking the exams. The subjects this day is easier than yesterday except from Chemistry. (When you experienced taking Chemistry Subject, Do you find it hard?) For me it is hard.
In our last day, we have so strange and unexpected exams. I really hate to study. One of our classmates missed in taking the exam. How pathetic is he. We finished the exam day now.
I realized that being neither a student nor a teacher is really hard. We need to do so many things especially the students. I hate to be a student. And I hate examinations.
xx signed off at 8:52 PM
Here is my Handkerchief I can’t forget this day, March 9, 2009.
I expected that he will do lending his handkerchief to a girl even though he doesn’t love her. He is just sometimes gentleman with ladies.
At first, I tried to refuse it but I thought of accepting it without any malice. I know that he can do that to any girl I this school, but I really treasured it much. What he did touched my heart. I showed that I’m not affected of lending his hanky, but deep in side I hid the feelings of happiness. I used it for one day without letting the others that I’m happy with it. He told me that I should not watch dramatic stories because I look pathetic. I don’t get this feeling of extravagancy. I’m really crazy in terms of him. I smelled the hanky every now and then. One night, my close friend and I talked personally. I told her about the hanky that BB gave me. She giggled and says “that was so sweet”. Yap it is sweet but he can do that not only to me and it does not give any sense to him. I just imagined that he did that because he likes me. I was terribly imagining impossible thing.
The hanky does not show any concern between the two of us. May be he cares because we are classmate and friends as well. I took care of the hanky. I washed it by myself and make it as clean, good smelling and presentable as same as he gave it to me last time. I know that he doesn’t like me and in the reason why I’m still keeping my real feeling for him as a secret.
The moment of that hanky in my life will remain last as my unforgettable memory liking him. I can’t wait giving it back to him……….
